Unreliable
Weak me
Murderer 
Self-absorbed me
Longevity is not on your mind
Layers of self
You killer

My flesh cannot be trusted
It’s empty
Disconnected 
Heartless
Even with much knowledge, so foolish
I’m dying

To live, my food is You
My desire of drink is not wine, it’s You

So I fast
I withdrawal from this flesh
For days I get my fill on You
My inner man is strengthened 
Now I overflow with Your Spirit
I’m completely renewed